HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOZHU :D

you talk to me almost everynight, it's become a (good) habit; now it feels weird when i dont talk to you!
you tell me stuff, like your theories and thinking and dreams etc.
you listen to me bitch, you listen when i tell MY thinking and dreams and when i talk nonsense!.
you send me those nice beyond description songs, you made me like mandarin songs! :D and start a trend among my english-song friends!

oh man that sounded like some sort of thank you speech thing. dont hate me for doing that okay!

well anyway, the point is, i'm just really glad i have you because you always make me feel better about stuff, and you always make me laugh, you're just a really really really good friend (even if you only want to be my acquaintance!); you deserve an AWESOME 15th birthday so i hope you'll get it!

aww i reeeeeally dont know what to give you for your birthday!

p.s. you better read this okay. it's dedicated to you!

see you in RJC! :D we're the closet geeks so we must BOTH work hard for this okay! :D (you better not change your mind again man, i need you in RJ with me!!) 

LET ME CLEAR UP A FEW THINGS:
1) just because i have a few posts that SEEM sad, it absolutely 100%ly does NOT mean i am depressed or emo. life in shanghai's rockin' it's just that i miss singapore and rgs and my friends. okay?
2) fetishistic does NOT mean what you think it means. i am not some crazed sexually-deprived sex-starved wacko. dictionary says: fetish - the fact that a person spends too much time doing or thinking about a particular thing. eg. She has a fetish about cleanliness. and after i explain this....
H3F!!! Dora3mon! Yu Da [: Punk Monkey and Biology says:
whew i was wondering if you were some 'extreme person'

oookay wish me luck for science test tmr!

a short and sweet random post (:

i love you ck you're my lifesaver <3
without you i honestly dont have a CLUE what i'd do. i thought i'd DIE when my babes went for obs, but i didnt after all, because i had you. and thanks for being there when i moodswinged and felt sad and EMO. besides, YOU'RE MY ONLY SONG PROVIDER, because strangely enough, no one else can send me songs! that's a VITAL lifeline for me too yeah and you know it (: you're my lifesaver <3

this is for MY craziest nut ever, the person who NEVER FAILS to cheer me up, the person who ALWAYS smiles at me, the person who DRIVES ME CRAZY in a good way :D, MY LIFESAVERRRRR <3 

 
oooh mama look! ck! :D:D:D

p.s. to answer someone's question, the other posts have tiny line space and big big black words cos it's ANNOYING to read (: this post is normal because everyone should read it (:
p.p.s. i miss my godsis<3. i miss my perfectone<3. grahhhhhh.

I can't imagine where I'll be without you with me
I need you every day more than words can say
I want you in the life
And for all the life
This night will never end
You take my hand
And I fall in love again

(i fell in love with THIS SONG and nothing else.)